is it true that everyone has a soul.. that gives us feelings..and makes us all have a consions...what happens when u cant feel anything.. towards anyone.. what happens when all love is lost..all hatred is gone..all caring.. is useless... and everything goes by so fast.. and when u see everything going slow around u..when things u used to believe in .. are found as lies.. and nothing close to the truth.. i thought i could find myself.. but where is my guide.. i need help...
The only reason why people believe in a religion is because they fear being alone, they need something to believe in so they dont go crazy and give themself a purpose in life. when in reality our only purpose is survival. simply put theres nothing else too it.. i dont believe were alone and even if we are so what we'll survive as long as we have the will too. i believe in ghosts.. and supernatural stuff.. because it can be explained.. what i really hate is those stupid christans,jews, mormons, and basically everyone who push's thier beliefs on other people.. i had beliefs pushed on me as a kid.. it didnt reall affect me in good ways sometimes but.. some of the time it did.. i was just there to meet new people and listen to what they thought. i believe that anyone and believe in anything.. i dont even know where im going with this.. lmfao.. i was just reading about druidism and early paganism and neo paganism and stuff like that.. it was interesting.. i dont believe in gods persay.. i believe in the fact that everything around me has its own spirit essence if u will...and i believe there is a way to form it the way u want it.. it just takes a long time and it takes.. patcience..(how ever its spelled) what does that make me.. i feel like i need to find my inner most soul.. for i dont even know what i truely feel or believe.. life is a spiritual journey that we all must take on our own.. i just wish that i can find mine now.. im thinking of taking a break of my ussual.. days.. and do something different..i'll wright down what my thoughts are if theres any interested people..what do u think of god(s)? tell me??
